updates!

yea its been awhile since i blog.. here goes man..

seriously i dunno where to start.. lets begin wif some updates on my 2010 bday..

im glad dat it goes the way i planned since the beginning of 2010.. theres a big 21st bday for me.. nice atmosphere.. food.. drinks... alcohols ;) hahah!! we end the day by counting down for xmas at my place after dinner at barsaga.. my frens and i lighted up some fireworks to brighten the sky ones the clock hits 12am.. as conclusion... it was the best bday ever.. not forgetting a cake baked by a fren dat was seriously a surprise when she passed me during xmas eve morning b4 we head out to lunch... she came to my place and texted me to come out and....


TADA!!! (my bro said it looks like a wheel at dis angle.. hahah!)



(Finally someone understands wads the meaning of sumtin money cant buy... :D)
she passed me dis oreo cheese cake which most ppl said its delicious.. and my niece loves it the most.. LOL!!! thanks ;)

yea... dats all for the year 2010.. hope to have time to blog bout year 2011.. see ya!!! hahaha

life

when theres love... theres always tears...

nope...

u once told me... i deserve better.... the prob is... i dont... bcos.. ure the BEST... and i dont deserve u... ure so different dats wad make u best.. dui bu qi... wo bu pei...

im late...

yeap... im 2 weeks late from V day... its suppose to be 14th Feb... but i sent u roses on 4th march... haha i had a hard time searching for blue colored roses... but finally found it.. hahah but im sorry... cos receiving it causes u to quarrel wif somebody dat nite... giving u the roses seems like a top secret mission... we have to wait till both of our parents r out... i have to speed just to collect the roses and send to ur house... but... the look at ur face... ure smiling... its priceless... =)

yup... blue roses means the unattainable... and impossible... i guess... dats the reason i send u this roses....







i onli wan..... u to b happy...

its ok if im unhappy... but i promise u... i will... try to make u happy even if we are not meant to b together...

do take good care of urself when ure away studying....
we will one day meet again... if god is kind enuf..

so near yet so far.....

i still remember... the text u sent me during chap go meh after playing fireworks outside ur house... saying u wish to have good grades.... able to know which course to study.. wan a cute lil pet to sayang... a pink phone... and to b happy and healthy... im so sorry.... cos im not the one u choose to make u happy... instead when i heard u crying on the phone dat nite.. after listening to songs played on my laptop... i realised... i cant make u happy... i can pray for ur grades... i can guide u with ur education.. i can get u a pet... i can buy u a phone.... but i guess.... ive just have to wait... sorry~ M

mindset

its hard to b a good guy.... but at least i try...

hmm....

theres always 1st time for everything... just make sure u do it rite..