so near yet so far.....

i still remember... the text u sent me during chap go meh after playing fireworks outside ur house... saying u wish to have good grades.... able to know which course to study.. wan a cute lil pet to sayang... a pink phone... and to b happy and healthy... im so sorry.... cos im not the one u choose to make u happy... instead when i heard u crying on the phone dat nite.. after listening to songs played on my laptop... i realised... i cant make u happy... i can pray for ur grades... i can guide u with ur education.. i can get u a pet... i can buy u a phone.... but i guess.... ive just have to wait... sorry~ M