I WISH TO BE HAPPY!!!

i reli wish to b happy





but everything seems wrong.... making me feel like crying







when all of us were small... innocent.. simple thinking... everything seems easy.. we live life without any worries..

as we grow older and wiser... smart.. we think of our future.. everything seems complicated.. now everyday we live.. is a burden

when the time comes... theres alot to think of in every single way.. where ever we go.. we think of alot of things..

for example.. our love ones... financial.. and many others..

BUT!!! i reli do think.. most of us are suffering more in love rather den financial.. money isnt reli dat hard to earn.. all u nid is to be hardworking.. love on the other hand has a very complicated meaning.. it means alot of things.. even if we r hardworking.. the one u love will not neccesary love u back.. we can have a steady income because our salaries and allowances are always fixed and are always received at the end/beginning of the month .. love is different.. one month has 31 days.. in the 31 days.. everything can change.. and the outcome is always different everyday..

how envy it is to see those ppl who r in relationship.. so loving.. caring.. happy which reminds me dat im so lonely.. its like.. ur playin a game without any players or bots in it.. see how boring dat is.. and dats the feeling im having now.. everyday i dont feel like gettin out of bed.. bcos.. everything i do.. i'll still b doin it alone and all by myself.. i rather sleep and dream bcos onli dreams can make me happy.. the real world sux alot...

speaking of relationships.. sometimes its hard to maintain it because the couple dunno how to satisfy each other.. doesnt mean wad the guy does.. the girl will like.. or the opposite.. which leads to arguements and quarreling that can lead to breakups or worse..

guys who keep concerning their partners are said to be a control freak who doesnt trust them.. dats not wad guys think of when they do dat.. they do trust their partners 110%!!! its just they are worried about the ppl surrounding their partners.. whether it will harm their innocent partners or not..

girls are different.. i understand they do not like to b controlled... but they must also noe y we guys do dat.. we guys cant afford to lose you.. like i said b4... i have alot of money.. but i cant afford to lose u.. because money cant buy u who r the onli 1 in the whole world.. i cant find other you!!

dont get mad if one of the partners show an angry face because they r jealous... one shud b thankful dat the partner show their jealousy because they reli concern about you...

if it doesnt work out.. just make sure.. if u wan him/her to b happy... let her do wadeva she wants dat can make her happy.. and dat includes if they have to b wif another person.. but if she reli do think dat u r still the best for her.. she will come back to u and give u another chance..

lets talk about parents... i noe they face problems in their work.. but its so unfair.. its not onli them who have problems.. we as their children do have problems of our own.. they dont reli understand.. dats y we nid frens.. some topics cant b discussed wif our parents.. we nid frens who reli understand bcos we have the same thinking due to our similar age.. i go home when the sun almost rise everyday... why?? is it bcos im a bad kid and like to go clubbing or do drugs?? NO!! i dont even smoke.. how the hell im suppose to do drugs?? i just dont feel happy at home.. looking at them.. they seem so stress due to their work.. they give us unhappy faces dat can make us unhappy too...

thats all i have to say for now.. i gotta admit.. i almost cry while posting this blog.. this is how painful life is.. sry if any of the words in this post had offended the readers.. i have to say.. if i die now.. i leave ntg but regrets..

thanks for readin this very very boring post.. i hope u ppl out there will understand..

BYE BYE WORLD!!!