after days of emoing... drinking and getting drunk.. ive made my decision.. i plan to go away from kuching to study automotive engineering... as far as possible.. i have always think dat i must stay in kch.. cos theres too many things i cant let go off.. now i just noticed dat.. i have ntg... in this case.. ive planned to resit my accountin paper and pass... graduate foundation and leave kuching as soon as possible.. the life in kch for me is just a pain in the ass.. i might also be losing the one i love for the 3rd time.. which makes me feel like a loser.. all those times.. my parents give me wadeva i wan.. this is when the real thing starts.. not everything we wish for will come true in real life.. my parents freezed my pocket money and stop repairing my car and want me to stay at home and can only drive a lousy kancil because of my snoobish and selfish attitude.. they wan me to think how hard it is to earn money because they dont want me to grow up to b an useless guy which can onli depend on them..
i reli hope dat the decisions i made this time is correct...
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