IM A FAILURE TO THE TAN FAMILY

everyone in the family is a successful person. except for me... look at my siblings.. my sister used to work for a big company wif big salary.. and is married to someone rich and useful... my brother.. works for a well known bank.. will also a big salary.. and have a perfect other half to complete him.. both of them graduate with degree certificates... WAD ABOUT ME!!?? im just a failure... i fail all the way since i was in high school.. i cant even pass my foundation in swinburne.. loner.. and onli noe how to spend money and dunno how to appreciate everything else around me.. dat makes me very sad.. how can i face my family members.. this is why i asked them to send me away to somewhere far.. and try to study wad i reli interested in....