life

when theres love... theres always tears...

nope...

u once told me... i deserve better.... the prob is... i dont... bcos.. ure the BEST... and i dont deserve u... ure so different dats wad make u best.. dui bu qi... wo bu pei...

im late...

yeap... im 2 weeks late from V day... its suppose to be 14th Feb... but i sent u roses on 4th march... haha i had a hard time searching for blue colored roses... but finally found it.. hahah but im sorry... cos receiving it causes u to quarrel wif somebody dat nite... giving u the roses seems like a top secret mission... we have to wait till both of our parents r out... i have to speed just to collect the roses and send to ur house... but... the look at ur face... ure smiling... its priceless... =)

yup... blue roses means the unattainable... and impossible... i guess... dats the reason i send u this roses....







i onli wan..... u to b happy...

its ok if im unhappy... but i promise u... i will... try to make u happy even if we are not meant to b together...

do take good care of urself when ure away studying....
we will one day meet again... if god is kind enuf..

so near yet so far.....

i still remember... the text u sent me during chap go meh after playing fireworks outside ur house... saying u wish to have good grades.... able to know which course to study.. wan a cute lil pet to sayang... a pink phone... and to b happy and healthy... im so sorry.... cos im not the one u choose to make u happy... instead when i heard u crying on the phone dat nite.. after listening to songs played on my laptop... i realised... i cant make u happy... i can pray for ur grades... i can guide u with ur education.. i can get u a pet... i can buy u a phone.... but i guess.... ive just have to wait... sorry~ M

mindset

its hard to b a good guy.... but at least i try...

hmm....

theres always 1st time for everything... just make sure u do it rite..

feelings

knowing too much hurts... and yet we still wana know

question...

r u happy with ur life??

eyes

seeing is believing... but not everything we see is real..

the word

TRUST is a very powerful word..

huh??

good ppl will b blessed.... dats called karma

reality???

everything starts wif a dream...

how??

the onli way to b happy... is to think dat u r happy....

why??

it hurts seeing the person u like with another guy.... and shes not happy...

quote from a loser

to love someone doesnt mean u have to be with him/her... as long as he/she is happy... u will also b happy...

WHAT!!??

haha dis is wad happens if u try to pretend wad u r not...

the fact which most ppl dont practice...

if most ppl think dis way..... the world would be a better place.. =(

THE DAY TO THE BIODIESEL SUMTIN SUMTIN... hahah

On a stupid rainy day... i received a call from my office.. saying theres an invitation card for me to the FIRST BIODIESEL PLANT in Sarawak... owh kay~ haha.. WITHOUT ME!! THEY CANT OPERATE!! ALL THE HANDLING MATERIALS THERE ARE UNDER ME!!! MUAHAHAHAH!!! *evil grins*... lol

at first i thought it was boring to be there.. but WTH... just go.. mayb i could have the chance to know more people out there who are usefull in my field... the invitation card is GREEN... hahah


YES!!! I AM VIP!!


MR. BARON... hahahha!!!





the shit thing is... when i arrived.. i was raining heavily... luckily.. they supply us umbrellas... hahahah!! there was alot of big shot ppl there.. i assume im the youngest there... LOL! and theres alot of ppl from the kampung sitting outside the place... BOO!! hahaha

the main entrance was so grand.. making me have to walk pass a red carpet with the BOD and staffs at the side.. damn... theres even cameras everywhere... WOW!! I FEEL SO FAMOUS.. hahah!! theres various type of tv stations there too.. i mean.. the reporters... heheh

all of us had to wait for almost one and a half hours for the CM to arrive... ARRRGGHHH!!! time wasted... lol

theres ntg special about the event... just plain boring introduction about BIODIESEL and ends with the CM giving mock cheques to the head of a few "kampung" ard dat area... YADA YADA YADA!!! heres a two pix of the event.. haha


Biodiesel Plant...



Can u spot the CM?? haha (sat at the back roll cos it was easier for me to escape... hahah!!)



URGH!!! my blog is starting to bored readers... mayb i should try a few funny and lame post for the next one... HEHEH!! cyas!

FINALLY!!!

Phew!!! finally got the time to recover my abandoned blog... i dunno where to begin with... mayb from my bday countdown???


it all begins on 24th nite.. where we all gathered in our 2nd home.. SOHO (used to be there every friday and saturday nite)...

when the clock hits 10pm... we all arrived and let the party begin... long story short... someone drank too much until he was forced to stay in a near by motel.. hahah!! NO!! ITS NOT ME... i have been surviving various type of alcohol waves since few year back... hahaha dat drunkard broke my bottle... =( its my tradition to bring back empty bottles of alcohol after the bday party.. hahah heres some pic of wad happened dat night..


this is the pic of the guy i mentioned... LOL!!




he was the main target for the night... we all wanted to make him drunk... and we did it well... HAHAH!!

heres a few more pix of the nite...


me making him drink more... haha!!


me.. duke.. meli and danny behind..


soho's jason showed up... LOL!!


sober of the night... hahah!!



dats all for 24-25th december 2009... next post... about work!! hahah stay tuned!

returned!

been busy with work for so long... will update my blog soon.. alot to b blogged! hahaha